Before Scientology my life was mostly directionless and filled with questions. Why do people act like that? Why do they do things that seem so obviously harmful to themselves or others? Why can't I seem to get from where I'm at to where I want to be? Why? Why? Why?

     Then you would hear the most logical sounding explanations for all the craziness. Each of which seemed to contradict the last explanation. After awhile I didn't know who or what to believe, that I could use to live by. I was pretty confused. There didn't seem to be any answers that you could actually use to improve your life.

     After reading and using the book Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health it started making sense. People acted certain ways because they were influenced by things they weren't even aware of. It was no wonder life seemed so difficult. When I finally realized that the reason things weren't going right is because of myself and that there is something you can do about it I got a huge feeling of relief. Finally, real answers, workable answers and I started getting my dreams back which had been shrinking or disappearing.

     Now I'm not the effect of life like I used to be. I still have a ways to go but I'm more stable because I understand people more and I know where to look to find the answers.

     Specifically, with Scientology, I get along with others better, communicate better, worry less, doubt myself less, I have goals I don't have to make smaller to feel that I can at least achieve some part of it, I make more money, etc. It's kind of hard to remember what I used to live with once I got rid of the aberrations I had. Life is just more fun and easier now. I no longer live a life of quiet desperation.