All my life I had a sense of power, but I could not find a way to get to it and use it, but believe me, I tried many ways. I studied Yoga and meditation, I took drugs and "dropped out" and even though these things inspired me for a moment, they never did give me the key to myself. From the first course I did in Scientology, I knew this was a route to understand my true nature and achieve my full potential. Scientology, means "knowing how to know" and I was a person who wanted to know, so therefore I could use this data to live a powerful, ethical and constructive life.