Before I started in Scientology I had huge study problems being a little "word blind." Of course I shared too the rest of the "normal problems" which caused my mood not to be very high. When I started in Scientology I first learned to see - really see what I saw. I had always liked to look at things and find out myself. The drills on the Communication Course just boosted my native skills to levels I hadn't imagined. What amazed me was in particular that the drills could continue to give gains. So I continued with them until I simply couldn't have my abilities bettered any more. That was what stopped me doing the drills - the fulfillment of my own goals.

     It tickled my interest that L. Ron Hubbard so clearly had said that one would attain what one had postulated. I had on a skiing trip 3 years ago found out that I fell shortly after I had thought that "now I can't make it any more and will fall."

     At that time I succeeded to test the result of not thinking "I will fall now" even though it took great many mountains. The result was simple enough: I did not fall.

     So I could see that my thinking could cause me problems even before I started reading the book: Dianetics The Modern Science of Mental Health. So I liked very much to find out what way bad postulates were activated or started, what were the clear signs when they were working on me and what I could do to get rid of them fast.

     Oh I think I forgot to tell you that Hubbard had made a study technology. That and my bettered ability to really see what I saw handled my study problem. The study tech gave me the do-it-yourself-tools to get rid of that problem which had been the darkest sky above my head. Nothing can stop your progress into the future as study difficulties can. That and the bad thinking makes such a barrier that it stops the majority of people.

     And I was for sure one to be stopped so I started to get some Dianetics counseling. Hubbard said that Dianetics is an adventure, and it was with me as the explorer. With Dianetics I was seeing and finding out what caused all kinds of my troubles. I had to become a member in a hang-glider club and go learning hang-gliding until I flew over 20 meter high and could say: yes it is really true - my fear of flying has disappeared with Dianetics counseling.

     I have cleared my mind and got rid of the cause to bad thinking through the use of Dianetics.

     I am now engaged in the adventure of exploring unknown areas for awareness using Scientology. It is also strange to see how right religions of all kind actually are if I look aside from the bad thinkingness.

     I am today using my skills and experiences as a teacher in a private school and have helped many children and adults out of the study difficulties with Hubbards study technology.